A page from my Diary

Roj raate jokhn ghumote jai... I try to think of what i did today..maybe kind of relive the moments in my mind.. ajkal ghumote kokhn jai, ghum thekei ba kokhn uthi..sobi hiseber baire chole gache..keu biswas korbe na jani..kintu sotti..i am living but living in a state of Trance..I no longer feel what is happening around me..sometimes I truley wonder whether am still alive..!!
But then the biological clock ticks..and I start to feel the urge to eat, to sleep..but nothing else..It's like am dying a thousand deaths in my mind..but my body is not yet ready to release my soul....