Suvo Jonmodin :)

Sedin dekhlam tui tor lekha harie jawa kobita khujchis...onedin aage amake akta kobita likhe diechili.. kal tor jonmodin.. eibar jonmodin e tor ei kobitai tor haate tule dilam...


Ei bosonte chokhe jol keno tor?
jani,onek bosonto chhuye gache toke
ronge ronge rongin hoechis barbar
tobu kichu dewa,ar fire na pawa.
Ei kuyasae tor mone jomeche
onek ondhokar...

Amar ghore krishochura aache,
ak aajla papri te tui..
khopa chariye sithi bhore nite paris.
amar ghore polash kuri aache,
anchol theke tule niye nijete mishiye nite paris.

tobe r noy,tor klanto sorire r..
meshabo na rong.
ajiboner bandhobi amar
lokhhiti tui khuje ne amar theke
tor onek khoja,onek chawar
shantijol.

jala dhora tor du chokh aj vijiye ne
ei snigdho jotsnaye...
amar valobashaye...
lokhhiti.



Advanced HAPPY BIRTHDAY.. asha kori valo achis...

Onekdin baade abar eshe porlam sei fele asha rastae.. majhe akta bochor ki vabe kete gelo, arektu,aro onekta burie gelam.
temn specific kichu lekhar nei.. temn kichu vabar nei, temn kichu koraro nei..kichu jodi likhtei hoy....
last kichu mashe.. nijer ojante onek kichute jorie gechi ami.. kichu valo lagar muhurto,onekta jorota, aro onekta koster dewal perie akta rasta dhorechilam..vul kore fellam.. nijer voboghure nature taake kichutei tame korte parlam na..
onner jibon nosto korte ami ostad.!!! hoyto akta sadist pleasure lukie thake amar modhe.. keno korlam.. keno egolam...kon odhikare ato boro khoti korlam karur, oneker.. ami r nijeke sojjo korte parchi na.. palie jete ichha korche..jekhane ami kono vul korini,ami karur dukher karon hoe uthini,ami bondhu haraini, muche dite iccha korche amar vut taake.... je vul atokal koe gechi, sei vul theke sikhte kichui parlam na..r koto manush marbo jani na.. r koto din ei kutsit chehara ta aena e dekhte hobe jani na.. akhni jodi amar kichu akta hoe jeto.. ami r parchi na.. amar sob sesh hoe jak.. but What goes around..comes back around.. kosto amake peye jetei hobe ami jani, ato sohoje nistar nei amar.. I deserve to be slow poisoned.. and am getting dat very well.. But I can't take anymore.. please forgive me for the pain I've caused u,all of u. Please take me in ur arms lord and show me a way..to lead a lyf.. I am sick of living this death every second of my lyf.. release me I beg of u..:(